Hmm..

Strange day today
kept me in deep thought.
Their faces
the sad
the happy
I daren't question for fear of hurting
So I stood and watched.

jumping weeping
squeals sobbing
success failure
tears and tears
And there I stood in a dilema.

Odd come to think of it;
fear?
expectations?
competition?
self satisfaction?
I stood and pondered.

Peculiar one I am
speechless.
Thoughts engulfed
I could not feel?
I do wonder
I get no answer.
I stood, alone.

Then again it dawned on me
the creature I now am
what I would do '09
holding that paper in my hand.
Strange diversity however
unique in it's way
I doubt I'll ever understand.